So… I’ve been thinking about loosing some weight, tone my body and get prettier/healthier. (Get my hair blonder.) Cos there’s this guy, Brendon, who is totally a frickin hot one and he’s in love with me. He does not have expectations he loves me for who i am. I do not know how did I do this, but i kinda freaked out. I want him to be proud when we walk along the beach. I’m gonne be 45 kgs and toned and fit and beautiful til 18th June 2014. It’s just that simple.